LAST !

Pag tinurukan ako ng Candor Tranquilizer then I will locked up in a room with Sir, ang masasabi ko lang tungkol sa experience ko sa EDTC 22 ay ...

Sir sa lahat ng mga Prof. Ed subjects , yung class mo po yung pinaka- kakaiba. Yun lang, yung hindi nakaka- antok yung tipong umpisa palang ay gaganahan na kami agad. Then nakakawala ng stress yung klase mo po dahil tawa ako ng tawa dahil dun sa mga petmalung activities. Pero pasensya na po Sir kung nitong mga nakaraang meetings natin po ay late na po ako. Tsaka yung isa pa nga po ay tapos na yung class nung dumating po ako. Sorry po talaga Sir.

Sa totoo lang po Sir, ngayon ko lang po talaga na- appreciate yung subject nung EDTC. Kasi nung previous EDTc po namin ay wala po talaga akong natutunan. Kasi nakaka-antok po talaga dahil for the entire discussion po namin e naka ppt. lsng po. Then pag may activity parang di naman niya na-aapreciate lahat nung ginagawa namin, nilalait niya pa.

Yun lang po Sir yung masasabi ko ... Salamat po sa pakikinig.

¨HOPE SO¨

If I will given a chance to live as a Male, Mapapa- YES ! Talaga ako, dream come true! And of course my name is will be Aaron Venz Florendo. Yan yung dapat na pangalan ko nung di pa ako naipapanganak. Kase ang buong akala talaga nilang lahat ay lalaki yuung nasa womb ng mom ko. Tsk ! Hays´t sayang talaga muntik na hahaha.

On the day as Aaron, I will dress up like; naka- Bruno Mars hat then white plain long sleeve na panloob tas naka- unbutton na plain red suit. An ordinary black pants is enough for me and black leather shoes. In short yung mga pormahan ko mala- Enrique Gil at Kim Soo Hyun. Of course I will act as how I act as the real me. Who is gentleman and have a big respect to girls.

As Aaron I just want to experience the feeling that to be free with my other half. Because right now she cannot introduce me to her parents and also same thing with me I cannot introduce her to my parents as my other half. Since I am a lesbian, we can´t be free from judgment. Of course as Aaron I will, we will going to hangout or having a date without judgment, fear, and bashers.

My family will notice me in a very simple manner. I will simply show them my red letter V- birthmark at forehead. And my three moles at my head. And of course my scar at my back that I get from an accident. And of course if I tell my mom about something on her molar and on her eyelid. Cause I am the only person who knows that.

STORY OF THE WEEK # 7

¨ RESEARCH IS LIF BUT THESIS IS LIFER ¨ hahahaha yan ang motto namin last night nung nag overnight kami kina Ma. Wala daw tulugan, pag natulog papatakan ng kandila hahaha. Pero syempre bago magstart nagluto muna kami ng mga foods na anti- antok. Nood ng horror movie para may pampagulat factor at magising ang diwa magdamag.

Kain lang kami ng kain para di antukin tas chikahan para chill – chill lang. Pero kahit may mga technique kaming ganun may tinablan parin ng antok. Ang malupit nun yung tao pa na nagsabi na walang tulugan ay sila pa yung naunang nakatulog. Partida it just 12 am pa lang yun hahaha. Of course ok lang yun kase shifting naman kami. 1 am high pa energy ko nun thanks sa insomia ko. Pero kinulang parin yung power ng insomia ko. Tinamaan nakmo ng antok nung bandang alas dos, whoooo buti nalang gising na yung dalawa kaya may nagawa parin.

3 am nag- decide kami na matulog na at mamaya nalang ipagpapatuloy ulit. 6 am nagising ako hindi dahil sa alarm clock kundi nasipa ako ni G. Likot niya matulog e ! Syempre kaming mga boys ang nag- prepare ng breakfast. 3 hours of sleep ? Ok lang enjoy naman kami, minsan lang magsama- sama sa isang bahay kaya I can considered that it was one of my best experience in my college life.

REFLECTION # 7

This week we had our demonstration teaching in edtech. The topic that being discussed last tuesday was Kagustuhan o Kailangan by Mr. Comia. His demonnstration teaching was commendable because he really improve himself. He have an authority and because of that napasabi talaga ako ng nakakatakot si dex hahaha. Also it was pretty obvious that we really enjoy and understand his lesson.

From the beggining, he alteady caught my attention and that attentiveness was with me till he finished his demo teaching. And of course yung pa- activity niya nung sa huli ay nabuhayan talaga kami. And mapapaisip ka talaga sa mga picture pina- flash niya. Because there were images that can be classified as Kagustuhan and Kailangan as well. Kahit tallo kami may choco-choco pa rin hahahha.

BEN

BEN, that was my favorite song of the icon that i wanted to resurrect. He was considered as the ¨ King of Pop¨. Michael Jackson was my idol ever since because I really wanted to be like him,to become a total performer. That´s why if I was giving a chance to meet him I will immediately grab the oppurtunity. If he was still alive and I will going to have a chance to be with him, I will brought him at Batangas. Cause that was my favorite place here at the Philippines.

We will going to have dinner at the Johanna´s Grille which is the number one restaurant at Batangas, City. We were going to talk everything about music. Of course all about his graceful dance moves. 

I am going to ask him if he could teach me on how to become a total performer. Also I would going to ask his secret on how he maintained the quality of his voice. And he can still perfectly sing even he was dancing. What kind of vocalization he did in everyday basis. In short we were goin to talk about the different techniques on how to become a ¨King og Pop¨.

STORY OF THE WEEK # 6

I never forget the day that I´ve been in the comfort room for several times. I went to four comfort rooms that were located at different departments of the campus. On that day I really felt embarrassed because I already taken 5 medicines but those were worthless. I´m so tired on that day, it seems like I run 6x at the access road because I really gasping for air. Also I´m so pale, my hands and sweat were cold. I can´t even have a small to somebody like the usual that I am doing.Also because of that, I was afraid to eat any kind of food on that day even when I got home.

To be honest, until now I am so afraid to eat any kind of foods before and while I´m at school. Cause I thought if I eat, for sure the comfort rooms gonna call me. I don´t know if i have a quick metabolism or there was a problem on my digestion. Also because of that, I was afraid to eat any kind of food on that day even when I got home.

REFLECTION #6

November 14, 2017, we had three activities on our subject Ecology. In the first activity entitled ¨ Mark Recapture¨, then we used mongo seeds wherein the ten seeds were marked. In this procedure, the organisms in a few small areas are counted and projected to the entire area. 

The second activity was all about the deer. The population of deer was being shown depends on the number of wolves. Cause the symbiotic relationship between deer and wolves was Predation. As I observed, the number of prey and predators were varied to one another. That´s why they´re stated that the relationship between prey and predator makes our ecosystem in balance. 

The third activity given to us was an individual activity. Wherein we have to create a Biome Concept Map. Among to all terrestrial and aquatic biomes, I prefer to choose the Tropical Grassland or Savanna. We provided our biome chosen some facts, climate, the plants and animals inhabits there.

REFLECTION # 5

Last week there were three demo teaching that being conducted. It was all about Economics, about Oneself and Respiratory system. Among the rest, I enjoyed the respiratiory system. Cause we created our own model of lungs out of baloons and plastic bottle. Because i come up with the idea that I can use that in the future if I am going to teach the respiratory system. I also liked the topic of Ms. Asedilla about on how much we know ourselves. That was so important because

for me you will going to have a hard time to know the real personality of others if you didn´t know yourself. Also I like the embarassing moment that happened to their life. Cause I already experienced some of the happenings on their lives.

STORY OF THE WEEK # 5

My story of the week was not happened at school. It happened in our house because the girl on my previous blog was finally went on our house. When I saw her, I was so shock because it was unexpected. Also I can´t take my eyes off to her. She was so gorgeous, nice, cheerful, smart and sweet girl. Yeah its pretty obvious that she was my crush. I just love to listen to her stories, listen to her sweet voice everytime she sings for me. And when she got home we still chatting on facebook. She has unlimited stories.

The next day, I´ll went to their event because I told her that I will come. When the time that she dances at the stage and that wow. I really enjoys watching her cause she graceful when she dance. Unexpectedly, after her performance, she went at the front stage then she looked at me and dances the heart dance. On that moment I was starstruck and asked the question ¨Bakit ba kasi ang bata mo pa ?¨ Even though I like her, still she was my little sister/ Girl na friend.

SUPERMAN, ANG PETMALU KONG FRIEND

To be honest, I really don´t believed that best friend was existing. But I believed that TRUE friend exist. Because even we´re just been together for 7 months, I can say that Angie was the true among all the friends that I´ve had before. Cause we were just have the same gender that´s why we really relate to each other. She became my study buddy. Also she totally change my perception that the best learning was if you are alone. She helped me to engaged or to socialized with others. She was the only person who approached me, because no one tries to talk to me because they were afraid of me and thinked that I am a weirdo. Angie really insisted that I have to come with them and just enjoy studying. Don´t take it hardly just take it well. Of course I tried to come with them and after that I realized that she was right. That the learning was more effective if you study with someone, with your friends.

Masasabi ko na yung kakulitan niya ang nagpabago sakin. She helped me to boost my self confidence. She always supported me sa lahat ng bagay na ginagawa ko. Siya yung cerrtified cheerer ko, yung taga irit, taga sigaw na ¨Kaya mo yan tiwala lang wag ka mahiya ikaw pa ba¨. Dahil sa mga linyahan nyang yan ay lumalakas ang loob ko at na le-lessen yung kaba ko. Yung tipo na hahanapin ka talaga niya pag alam niyang kailangan mo ng tulong. Yung di mo na kailangang hingin yung tulong niya dahil kusa niya tong binibogay. Siya yung tipo na kaibigan na kahit di ka magsalita ay alam na niya kung may problema ka. Yung alam niya kung pano ka papatawanin, yung di siya titigil sa pag jo-joke hanggat di naalis yung lungkot sa mukha mo. Kasi gusto niyang nakikita na masaya yung mga taong nasa paligid niya, ultimo kahit di namin ka close, pag nakita niyang malungkot ay sure na papatawanin niya.

Sanggang dikit kami sa lahat ng bagay yung di lang sa pag- aaral pati na rin sa pang- spot ng chikss. Di pwedeng ligawan pag di approve ng isa´t isa. Yun yung dahilan kung bakit nung high school days wala kaming record na na-basted kame. Pag may mga gala naman, alam na niyang di ako papayagan kaya susunduin niya nako sa bahay tas siya na yung bahala na mag paalam sa nanay ko. Nakakailang nga minsan kasi para akong dalaga na hinahatid niya pa pauwe. Pero kahit ganun atleast hapi- hapi parin kami. Di uso samin yung gala na puro sakay, mas bet naming maglakad ng maglakad. Pero kahit ganun kami ka-close ay wala kaming picture na kaming dalawa lang kasi camera shy pako nun.Pagdating naman sa pagkain ay talo ko siya kase di siya mahilig kumain, dahil mahilig naman siya sa damit. Napaka dami naming pangarap sa buhay, planado na nga agad namin yung reunion namin, na dapat mga engineer na kami pagtapos ng sampung taon. Ngunit lahat ng yun nagbago noong March 30, 2015.

Yung tipong sinundo pa niya ko sa bahay nung March 29 dahil may pupuntahang isang event. Tas kinaumagahan 7am to be exact ay nagtext pa siya sakin na syang di ako nakasama sa gala. Ang sakit isipin na yun na pala yung huling text niya sakin. Dahil sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon ay binawian siya ng buhay. Nung nalaman ko yung balita ay nanlambot talaga ako. Pinigilan ko na pumatak yung luha ko dahil alam kong ayaw niya ng malungkot. Pero nung araw na ililibing na siya, yung ipapasok na siya sa nitso ay dun na pumatak yung luha ko. Dun nako umiyak ng sobra, dahil naalala ko lahat ng mga pinagagawa namin, yung mga plano namin sa buhay. Yung mga pangarap na sabay naming tutupdin. Pero sa isang iglap ay nawala lahat. Nabalot lahat ng lungkot yung araw ko, isang buwan nalang pasukan na ngunit wala parin akong plano sa buhay dahil wala yung cheerer ko. Pero nung natanggap ko na wala na siya ay unti-unti ko ng natanggap na wala man siya physically pero andun parin siya sa isang yugto ng buhay ko at hanggang ngayon. Kahit wala na siya feeling ko andyan parin sya palagi. Isa siya sa dahilan kung bakit gusto ko maka-graduate dahil yun yung pangako namin sa isawe c´t isa. Di ko man siya nakakausap, nakikita at nakakasama ngayon, alam koo na hindi niya ko iniwan sa ere kasi sya nga daw si SUPERMAN na sasalo sakin pag hinuhulog nako ng mga problema at baon ko ang kanyang masasaya at malungkot na ala-ala.